I find it generally sad to lose friends. Friends that become strangers, enemies even. People that you knew inside and out, and now you can only see the hate, the fear, the hurt. All the things i can’t stand.
I don’t pretend to be perfect. I’ll be the first one to admit my flaws. You don’t need to throw them in my face, because with everything i do, i see them. I know broken friendships take two people to break them, but for once i cant see what i did wrong other than stick up for myself.
The truth is i miss him. He was my best friend on this earth. The one i could call no matter what mood i was in. The one i could turn to no matter what happened. I miss that.
Now its dirty looks and vicious words. New best friends and a change of pace.
I don’t care if you’ve found a “new best friend”. Because i’m not replacing you. You were my best friend. It’s gone now. But i will never say you’re replaced, because you can’t be.
Don’t think i’m apologizing for anything. Because i don’t see any fault in what i did. But know i miss my best friend. But that’s not who you are anymore. You’ve changed.